sorry if i haven't really updated much after that last journal, but here is another update?? and a little advice?
drawing is a passion of mine it really is, i want to be able to create my own webcomic and post drawings every single day but i can't. there's a problem with my wrists that i don't know about, which hopefully we can find more about within the week or so, and this problem causes me pain whenever i try to use the tablet or if i type for too long. not being able to draw or talk to people i know has caused me to start feeling depressed and really lonely at times but hopefully i can get the help i need, i really don't know
sometimes the pain would all be in my head when i think about it, or it will travel to my legs and ache there but honestly we have no idea until later on so hopefully it's just my silly brain and not actually me
i'm slowly starting to put myself on a more healthy path in life, which i hope i can easily get into since i'm still young lmao (aka i have to stop eating bad foods and start going for exercises everyday rip) but i still want to draw!! i can still draw using a pencil since it's more light on me in a way?? since i don't have to hunch over and sit on a hard chair like i do when i'm at the desk and all
which is what i really want to point out. please if you're passionate about something don't let it hurt your body or anything luckily for me i realized it in time before something really DID happen you know?? i'm not sure if something did happen already which worries me but still. do your stretches and do your exercises and eat well!!!!! for ur health!!
i'll keep you all updated!